Extraordinary Wishes

I wish you to sense my silence
I wish you to feel my absence

I wish myself to be your thoughts enclosure
I wish myself to be your life partner

I wish my last breath in your arms
I wish myself to be your open eyed dreams

I wish myself to be your only wish
I wish all my wishes come true...

I wish to believe
something extraordinary can happen......

I hate you

I hate you.
I hate you when I fail to show up on time, you say okie no problem. but no next time.
I hate you when you read my mind, without any expression on my face.
I hate you for your innocence.
I hate you because you are a genius.
I hate you because you pick up things, which takes a lifetime for others to understand.
I hate you because you care.
I hate you because I can tease you even when you are angry.
I hate you when you continue to stare endlessly, with a sweet smile on your face.
I hate you when I close my eyes all I can see is you,

I hate you most when I can't hate you at all not even for a moment..........

Learning for whom……

Life is all about learning

learning from mistakes

to know the right path to take

Learning is to do right thing next time

to choose and say this way is mine…..

But does that next time comes?

or it just runs at once?

Time never gives us a next chance….

opportunities have to be picked up at a glance…..

So, learning is for learners

or to tell others as preachers…..

But the common notion is –

Papa don’t preach

I myself will seek…

MISTAKES are MY STAKE

that I myself will take…..

The only thing I want to know

is - I am learning for whom……

Is it right to learn from mistakes….

or is it all fake?

Life's new angle....

“The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends.
What do you get at the end of it?
A Death!
Life should go backwards.You should die first.
Then you live in an old age home.
You work for forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.
You do drugs, alcohol, you party,go out with babes you get ready for high school.
You become a kid, you play,you have no responsibilities,you become a little baby,you go back into the womb,spend your last nine months floating...
and you finish off as an orgasm.”

कायनात से बातें

ये लहराती हवा आई और कह गयी हमसे,

कि उन्हें महका के आई है ..

सूरज क किरने ने कहा ,

कि उन्हें छू कर आई हैं ..

रात हुई तो तारे बोले ,

वो हमे निहारते है ..

मेरे दिल ने सिर्फ इतना कहा ,

वो तुम में भी सिर्फ मेरा ही चेहरा ढून्ढते है!!!!

Need a reason to......

Life is getting difficult by each passing day,
Everyone has something or other to say...

I never wished to have stars or sun,
but Is it wrong to have just little bit of fun?

I am living while struggling for one thing or other,
and the next moment for same things I don't bother..

I hope every morning brings with it a ray,
a ray of hope and reason for which my efforts should pay,
or eiher a day without any worries to lay...

Neither I am getting a target to achieve,
nor a reason to leave...

I agree, I don't have a reason to die,
but to say I have a reason to live would be a lie..

I need a reason to....

Another World

There is another world,
so sweet and pure...

World where u r always with me,
like a flower with a bee.
as a fish and the sea.

World where we have same destination,
walking together in the same direction.
no if and but, only I and you,
loving and having spat a few..

Enjoying each moment with each other,
loving more and getting older further.

I dont know if this world exists,
which I see everyday in my dreams..

But I wish
There is another world,
so sweet and pure...